Gimme dat by Ambassador

This life is all about the decision between God and unGod.
Amid this confrontation, the right of the choice is given to us.

The way of facing worldly situations is how u react to God who wants u, not your high quality.
And on the other side, what u ask God for must be the closer relationship with him(the faith), not God's gifts for you.

A u really seeking for merely God?
A u ready to drive boldly thru this world without any worldly present given from God?

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Gimme dat Lyrics by Ambassador from Cross Movement

(AMBA!)
Gimme dat fire (fire)
Gimme dat flame (flame, flame)
Gimme dat (gimme dat)
Gimme dat (gimme dat)
Gimme dat (gimme dat)
Absolutely you can gimme dat
If it's mine (gimme dat)
It's good for me (gimme dat)
I want it all

Gimme dat bible
Gimme dat mic
I'll drop Jesus anyway so he can make a disciple
Can't surpass Christ there's no takin' his title
A passion for Christ I'll have you prayin' for revival
Gimma my city, yeah
Gimme dat, less fish
Gospel of peace, yeah
You can give me dat fresh kicks
Gimme dat
Vest with your blessin' Lord I'm desperate
You gave me your life
So I look forward to my exit
I used to be a punk-kid
Use to wanna run with
Dudes dat wanna hunt that
Turned our ones into hundreds
Used to run the blunt to be blunt
I wanted trees just to alter my mind
Now I find out more in Jesus

Used to run and roll mad deep with a street clique
Corner holdin' heat on the low like a secret
God's spirit penetrated my soul on a sneak tip
Took control now I'm in his floor like a leaflet

Gimme dat fire
Gimme dat flame
Gimme dat fresh wind
Gimme dat rain
Gimme dat freedom
You can have the chains
Gimme dat God you can gimme all things

Gimme dat fire, flame
Gimme dat fresh wind
Gimme dat rain
Gimme dat freedom
You can have the chains
Gimme dat God you can gimme all things

I know you got riches
I know you got ice
Your life is a big party
You're partyin' all night
You don't mind not knowin' Christ
In your mind dat's alright
You might not get this now
But you're kind of a Saul type

You keep with the trends
Cool's your middle name
On your pants you got a chain
That droops like Lil' Wayne
You're tattooed in a Benz
Maybe you're in a Range
Ladies, you drivin' crazy
Nothin crazier than your frame
(This is a shame)
It's the age and I'm game
To be an agent of change
In an age that's like a page in a flame
Just smoke, just mirrors, just vapor is plain
You see, a Holy God is not one of you favorite things
I was just like you,
But God moved on a fellow
Gave me good news
Dat I could use on the ghetto
Maybe it's you who wants to
U turn to settle
You're dead if you do
I'll tell you it's been settled



So you got platinum?
We got our Lord
If we want, we could ask him
But he's our reward
Gotta be perfect
It can't be three out of four
If you're sick of fallin' short
Then he's got a cure

Gimme dat cure, dat door, dat hero
Gimme dat grace dat never chased the dinero
How much glory should you give your boy? Zero
That would cause beef with the Lamb like a Gyro

Gimme dat day reaches you over shinin'
Truth over rhymin'
Virtue over diamonds
Gimme some change
Sometimes I do need the dough
Gimme some pain
Somethin' -- I do need to grow

Gimme what I won't ask for
Don't gimme what I seek
When i creep, I'm a sheep
Gimme your pasture
Gimme life
Just like you intended
It's like to see you raise like the day you ascended



Yeah, this is just to let cats know
Don't focus on what you can't have
Get all you can have
We call dat freedom
Dat's the joy of God
And his poeple
In his world
On his terms

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Do u see what i'm getting at?

A Sociological Experimentation in O' Town.

* Hypothesis : Money may implicates the satisfaction of life.

* Experimentation steps : 1. disguise as an social outcast.
2. earn money.
3. investigate the change of mind states over the income.
4. buy and intake a yoghurt.(HIGH PLAUSIBILITY)

*. Location : Oakleigh

*. Process : Simply lay out the experimenter and wait.

*. Duration : 5 mins.

*. Result

Financial balance : - 8 Ausi Dollars. (Cool Pad purchased for pain relief)


Outcome phenomenon : knee pain, back pain, self social disgrace,
psychological shame,scornful laugh by co-experimenters,
and physical fatigue.

Conclusion : 'O' Town' is stonecold!

Friend. Friendship.

Yo, mate!

hey Bro!

Can u spare me a cigarette, ma friend?

In english(or its culture), it is so easy and light title to be a 'friend'.

Friend. 친구. 親舊. Korean word for Friend is based on Chinese word which means someone who has been known closely for a long time.

For me, friend is somebody whom i can share everything of mine, materials and emotion. But as time goes by, this world(I'd rather say pursuit of over-pleasant and self-centered convenience in life) encourages instant relationship.

Oldies but Goodies.

This dumbing down tendency, 'wonderful ego heaven' portrays unrealistic fantasies and make invisible worthy relationship worthless.And it drives someone like me to the loneliness recklessly.

Soaked in solitude, it can never be a genuine smile.

Answer me.

Are you dreaming of your own?

Hanman's Diary.

It was another ordinary day.

I had work in the afternoon from 1600 to 2100.
So I went to work.
And then, I came home.

I've got repaid 700 dollars which I loaned a while ago.
And I just paid 600 back on my account.
100 is for my tithe for what I earned last biweeks, for my metcard and for lunch with my friends tmr.

Since this flat life is not the one i'll continue till the end, I'm enjoying it much for my later rememberance.
God's super quenching strenghen my endurance and finally it'll be super endurance against my lifetime.

yeah, for sure.

But how come the train always delays when i'm running late?
I hope no more delay(inconvenience according to 'Connex') happens tmr morning.
Other than that, pretty fine. hahaha.

it's been 2 years!! Hm.. (when I was a teacher.)

The absolute right thing you believe.

Justice. Righteousness. Faith.
Where do these firmly stand?
It's only happen where two or more possess some point of view in common.

Simply the way of thinking is the key to the not-wrong.

Therefore, all kinds of justice can't be immutable truth like God.

Because the glorious justice is in our head.

Human. too short for being perfect.

Who am I?

See I'm the God that you don't know about.
I gave you breath up in your lungs that you can't go without.
See you know the facts of my story you been told about.
I'm always reaching out for you but you just keep on holding out.
I know your doubts, I know you're thinking that I ain't real.

See I know the way you feel I walked earth just like you.
and like a child up in his father's arms, I long to hide you.

Manytimes I invites you.
I stand here right beside you.
But you walk right past, you ignore my hands here given to guide you.
I gave you gifts I gave you talents that you just gain your wealth.
But you took my gifts and talents only for you, just to glorify yourself.
I was beaten and bruised, crushed now for your iniquity.
Stripped naked, I was spit upon just for you to live eternally.
Yet you blaspheme me, you make moves without asking me.
Then you blame me for your troubles and calamaties, you kidding me?

Keep me first keep me in your life, and it's gonna be alright.
See i'm Jesus Christ.



from '5th element' by KJ-52.

Hanman's diary.

Nowadays it's so easy to see tons of tubes in a bathroom.
Such as toothpaste, cleansing form, beautiful-skin-making mask, wrinkle-stretching kinda creams and so forth.

Some houses have so many tubes that I became under an illusion of being in a cosmetic shop.

I'm not the kind of guy who is familiar with all those cosmetic world!
It might be due to my childhood's memory that I don't feel like having so many things in my bathroom.
One tube, toothpaste, is enough as long as I have a soap. Bathroom, where to simply clean myself.

Shampoo was always in a plastic container in my thought. However, one of my friends broke up my bathroom-truth recently. Shampoo in a tube!! I reckon it as a waste or useless. But the friend told me material is too new, expensive and good for the health so company produce them with a small tube so that they can adjust the price of demand.

But I couldn't help getting out of this idea. That stupid tube is too small! it'll be run out quite soon! Washing is the point in a bathroom, not nourishing!!! yeah. I'm sure!



To get to the point, today I went to bathroom to brush my teeth. I picked up my brush, squeezed a tube and started brushing.

it tasted weird. After a few moment, I realized that it was a cleansing form of my share mate!!!!


Dang!

I feel like having stomachache now. This stupid cosmetic development! What's going on with this world!!!

Loneliness.

'Loneliness' embrace all kind of feeling that one alone has.

It is not always about opposite sex.
It is about friend, family, teacher, stranger, son and daughter and everybody.
It is about the wind blows at the nose, the home u heading back to after work, a thing u wanna have or keep with your best care or the place you've got your memories in.

It's about life. The way of trip we call 'life'.

Some would find this loneliness at the nearest and the lowest meaning.
They would say like they know all about loneliness in lifetime.
They would look for somebody who is able to tear off the loneliness from their body.

While, some others with cursed wisdom will be bored and sick of the approaches.
And they will find loneliness itself is the best accompanist in life.

But some bastard of those wise may wish to get away from the wisdom which keep him distinctive.

Wannabe Parade 7.

Another 'Napoleon Dynamited'

Wannabe Parade 6.

Pure sheeps do not like a hunter!

Wannabe Parade 5.

Wannabe desire never cares about location, time and environment!

Wannabe Parade 4.

A Hunter with female jaguar.(feat. Jessica)

After reading some of the past by chance.

There are so many kinds of presents.
There are so many kinds of letters.
There are so many kinds of way to give the feeling to one another.

Amongst all forms of a heartful gifts,
I value the heartful letters most.

Writing a letter is not a just simple thing.

By picking up a color of pen to write, one thinks the feeling he/she has.
By choosing a letter paper, one thinks about the kind of impression from 'the one'.
By starting a letter, one dreams how the counterpart would react with it.
As writing goes on, one carefully pours out what the emotion to be given.

Even after writing is done it's not even half way finished.



'To give or not. To give or not.'


This throb trembles one's decision to give or not.

At last, all after one makes up the decision, the precious sentiment in the envelope is handed over to 'THE ONE'.

One will wait for the reaction.
And The other will read it and read it again.

A letter includes all these sensitive expressions and it becomes a memory.



Also it is also another flavor to see
if the expection about reaction was right or not.
if the emotion was given well and correctly.
if the other understands how one has had in his/her heart.

Unfortunately as this IT world has been developed,
it is never easy to give and take a paper mail to one another and it gets no one ever cares about letter.

However, fortunately that's why it becomes rignt time to value a heartful letter more.

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Han, Jong Won

17A Portman street,
Oakleigh
Victoria
Australia

Post Code : 3166

Wannabe parade 3.

We Were Soldiers!!

wannabe parade 2

Don't worry, babies. everything is under my control! (feat.Fiona, Jaesuk and Yeon)

Wannabe Parade 1.

We were lookin at at UFO!

D. D. D.

Draft Draws Dream.

Surrounding voice echoes it all the time in your space called 'world'.
It is so convincing that it feels like real.
Tremendous plan leads a fantastic result.

But, is it?



It is said because the possibility gets more when wonderful steps to follow are set up.

But it never works in one's blessed life.
What a man do is always what just a man do.
It never shows or signs anything abt further.
Then frustration is supposed to enbody him tight and shake him wide.
Loosened body trembles over the catharsis of the desire.
This traumatic tragedy soaks the shallow tiny string of hope.
Then by somehow or anyhow, this wonderful singleness fades away from him.
Finally all of it becomes experience that strengthen him in a way.

Practically this strength empowers the weakness.
Immunity against same sort of solitude that is caused by a certain type of thing, is thickened while cracked.



In a sentence, Cracked wall is hardened.

However,

All this is a single small part of his time.
And this bit of life differs the taste of his breath every time.

Doubt Dang Data.
and
Don't Damn Deficiency.



Because,
he now knows the ingredients of his life.

Daddy Decides Destination.

a part of my novel.

So many thoughts come and go in this another-special night. As the sparkling eyes shine more in the night, it is not weird to go into the dark to glitter myself.

But this time it's not. I'm just idle and have fun. that's all.


This is a part of my novel that is being written at the moment.
I just wanted to translate to see my rusty english.

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갑작스레 길거리에 주저앉고는 빨래 속에서 펜과 수첩을 꺼냈다. 행여나 젖을까 옷들 속에 넣어두었던 수첩은 조금 눅눅하긴 했지만 젖어서 쓸 수 없을 정도는 아니었다. 또 언제나 그렇듯 물에 젖어 흐려지는 잉크 펜이 아닌 그래도 굳건히 흔적을 남기고 지나가는 볼펜이야말로 제이의 벗이었다. 급하게 주저앉은 제이는 수첩을 펴들고 펜을 만지작거리다가 고개를 푹 숙이고 손을 움직이기 시작했다.


Suddenly, he sat on the street and took out the pen and the note from a heap of laundry in his bag. The noteook he had put in the middle of clothes to prevent from getting wet, was luckily not wet much. It was dry enough to write on. And the pen. It is a cheap ball pen which is firmly writable most of the time unlike the other expensive ink pens that is spread when it gets wet and cannot be used on wet paper. He loved ball pen and it is not only because of the price. Dropping down abruptly on the road, J opened his notebook fumbling his pen and started moving his hand with drooping his head to the book.