Are you dreaming of your own?
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Hanman's Diary.
It was another ordinary day.
I had work in the afternoon from 1600 to 2100.
So I went to work.
And then, I came home.
I've got repaid 700 dollars which I loaned a while ago.
And I just paid 600 back on my account.
100 is for my tithe for what I earned last biweeks, for my metcard and for lunch with my friends tmr.
Since this flat life is not the one i'll continue till the end, I'm enjoying it much for my later rememberance.
God's super quenching strenghen my endurance and finally it'll be super endurance against my lifetime.
yeah, for sure.
But how come the train always delays when i'm running late?
I hope no more delay(inconvenience according to 'Connex') happens tmr morning.
Other than that, pretty fine. hahaha.
I had work in the afternoon from 1600 to 2100.
So I went to work.
And then, I came home.
I've got repaid 700 dollars which I loaned a while ago.
And I just paid 600 back on my account.
100 is for my tithe for what I earned last biweeks, for my metcard and for lunch with my friends tmr.
Since this flat life is not the one i'll continue till the end, I'm enjoying it much for my later rememberance.
God's super quenching strenghen my endurance and finally it'll be super endurance against my lifetime.
yeah, for sure.
But how come the train always delays when i'm running late?
I hope no more delay(inconvenience according to 'Connex') happens tmr morning.
Other than that, pretty fine. hahaha.
it's been 2 years!! Hm.. (when I was a teacher.)
Friday, June 19, 2009
The absolute right thing you believe.
Justice. Righteousness. Faith.
Where do these firmly stand?
It's only happen where two or more possess some point of view in common.
Simply the way of thinking is the key to the not-wrong.
Therefore, all kinds of justice can't be immutable truth like God.
Because the glorious justice is in our head.
Human. too short for being perfect.
Where do these firmly stand?
It's only happen where two or more possess some point of view in common.
Simply the way of thinking is the key to the not-wrong.
Therefore, all kinds of justice can't be immutable truth like God.
Because the glorious justice is in our head.
Human. too short for being perfect.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Who am I?
See I'm the God that you don't know about.
I gave you breath up in your lungs that you can't go without.
See you know the facts of my story you been told about.
I'm always reaching out for you but you just keep on holding out.
I know your doubts, I know you're thinking that I ain't real.
See I know the way you feel I walked earth just like you.
and like a child up in his father's arms, I long to hide you.
Manytimes I invites you.
I stand here right beside you.
But you walk right past, you ignore my hands here given to guide you.
I gave you gifts I gave you talents that you just gain your wealth.
But you took my gifts and talents only for you, just to glorify yourself.
I was beaten and bruised, crushed now for your iniquity.
Stripped naked, I was spit upon just for you to live eternally.
Yet you blaspheme me, you make moves without asking me.
Then you blame me for your troubles and calamaties, you kidding me?
Keep me first keep me in your life, and it's gonna be alright.
See i'm Jesus Christ.
from '5th element' by KJ-52.
I gave you breath up in your lungs that you can't go without.
See you know the facts of my story you been told about.
I'm always reaching out for you but you just keep on holding out.
I know your doubts, I know you're thinking that I ain't real.
See I know the way you feel I walked earth just like you.
and like a child up in his father's arms, I long to hide you.
Manytimes I invites you.
I stand here right beside you.
But you walk right past, you ignore my hands here given to guide you.
I gave you gifts I gave you talents that you just gain your wealth.
But you took my gifts and talents only for you, just to glorify yourself.
I was beaten and bruised, crushed now for your iniquity.
Stripped naked, I was spit upon just for you to live eternally.
Yet you blaspheme me, you make moves without asking me.
Then you blame me for your troubles and calamaties, you kidding me?
Keep me first keep me in your life, and it's gonna be alright.
See i'm Jesus Christ.
from '5th element' by KJ-52.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Hanman's diary.
Nowadays it's so easy to see tons of tubes in a bathroom.
Such as toothpaste, cleansing form, beautiful-skin-making mask, wrinkle-stretching kinda creams and so forth.
Some houses have so many tubes that I became under an illusion of being in a cosmetic shop.
I'm not the kind of guy who is familiar with all those cosmetic world!
It might be due to my childhood's memory that I don't feel like having so many things in my bathroom.
One tube, toothpaste, is enough as long as I have a soap. Bathroom, where to simply clean myself.
Shampoo was always in a plastic container in my thought. However, one of my friends broke up my bathroom-truth recently. Shampoo in a tube!! I reckon it as a waste or useless. But the friend told me material is too new, expensive and good for the health so company produce them with a small tube so that they can adjust the price of demand.
But I couldn't help getting out of this idea. That stupid tube is too small! it'll be run out quite soon! Washing is the point in a bathroom, not nourishing!!! yeah. I'm sure!
To get to the point, today I went to bathroom to brush my teeth. I picked up my brush, squeezed a tube and started brushing.
it tasted weird. After a few moment, I realized that it was a cleansing form of my share mate!!!!
Dang!
I feel like having stomachache now. This stupid cosmetic development! What's going on with this world!!!
Such as toothpaste, cleansing form, beautiful-skin-making mask, wrinkle-stretching kinda creams and so forth.
Some houses have so many tubes that I became under an illusion of being in a cosmetic shop.
I'm not the kind of guy who is familiar with all those cosmetic world!
It might be due to my childhood's memory that I don't feel like having so many things in my bathroom.
One tube, toothpaste, is enough as long as I have a soap. Bathroom, where to simply clean myself.
Shampoo was always in a plastic container in my thought. However, one of my friends broke up my bathroom-truth recently. Shampoo in a tube!! I reckon it as a waste or useless. But the friend told me material is too new, expensive and good for the health so company produce them with a small tube so that they can adjust the price of demand.
But I couldn't help getting out of this idea. That stupid tube is too small! it'll be run out quite soon! Washing is the point in a bathroom, not nourishing!!! yeah. I'm sure!
To get to the point, today I went to bathroom to brush my teeth. I picked up my brush, squeezed a tube and started brushing.
it tasted weird. After a few moment, I realized that it was a cleansing form of my share mate!!!!
Dang!
I feel like having stomachache now. This stupid cosmetic development! What's going on with this world!!!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Loneliness.
'Loneliness' embrace all kind of feeling that one alone has.
It is not always about opposite sex.
It is about friend, family, teacher, stranger, son and daughter and everybody.
It is about the wind blows at the nose, the home u heading back to after work, a thing u wanna have or keep with your best care or the place you've got your memories in.
It's about life. The way of trip we call 'life'.
Some would find this loneliness at the nearest and the lowest meaning.
They would say like they know all about loneliness in lifetime.
They would look for somebody who is able to tear off the loneliness from their body.
While, some others with cursed wisdom will be bored and sick of the approaches.
And they will find loneliness itself is the best accompanist in life.
It is not always about opposite sex.
It is about friend, family, teacher, stranger, son and daughter and everybody.
It is about the wind blows at the nose, the home u heading back to after work, a thing u wanna have or keep with your best care or the place you've got your memories in.
It's about life. The way of trip we call 'life'.
Some would find this loneliness at the nearest and the lowest meaning.
They would say like they know all about loneliness in lifetime.
They would look for somebody who is able to tear off the loneliness from their body.
While, some others with cursed wisdom will be bored and sick of the approaches.
And they will find loneliness itself is the best accompanist in life.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
After reading some of the past by chance.
There are so many kinds of presents.
There are so many kinds of letters.
There are so many kinds of way to give the feeling to one another.
Amongst all forms of a heartful gifts,
I value the heartful letters most.
Writing a letter is not a just simple thing.
By picking up a color of pen to write, one thinks the feeling he/she has.
By choosing a letter paper, one thinks about the kind of impression from 'the one'.
By starting a letter, one dreams how the counterpart would react with it.
As writing goes on, one carefully pours out what the emotion to be given.
Even after writing is done it's not even half way finished.
'To give or not. To give or not.'
This throb trembles one's decision to give or not.
At last, all after one makes up the decision, the precious sentiment in the envelope is handed over to 'THE ONE'.
One will wait for the reaction.
And The other will read it and read it again.
A letter includes all these sensitive expressions and it becomes a memory.
Also it is also another flavor to see
if the expection about reaction was right or not.
if the emotion was given well and correctly.
if the other understands how one has had in his/her heart.
it is never easy to give and take a paper mail to one another and it gets no one ever cares about letter.
However, fortunately that's why it becomes rignt time to value a heartful letter more.
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Han, Jong Won
17A Portman street,
Oakleigh
Victoria
Australia
Post Code : 3166
There are so many kinds of letters.
There are so many kinds of way to give the feeling to one another.
Amongst all forms of a heartful gifts,
I value the heartful letters most.
Writing a letter is not a just simple thing.
By picking up a color of pen to write, one thinks the feeling he/she has.
By choosing a letter paper, one thinks about the kind of impression from 'the one'.
By starting a letter, one dreams how the counterpart would react with it.
As writing goes on, one carefully pours out what the emotion to be given.
Even after writing is done it's not even half way finished.
'To give or not. To give or not.'
This throb trembles one's decision to give or not.
At last, all after one makes up the decision, the precious sentiment in the envelope is handed over to 'THE ONE'.
One will wait for the reaction.
And The other will read it and read it again.
A letter includes all these sensitive expressions and it becomes a memory.
Also it is also another flavor to see
if the expection about reaction was right or not.
if the emotion was given well and correctly.
if the other understands how one has had in his/her heart.
it is never easy to give and take a paper mail to one another and it gets no one ever cares about letter.
However, fortunately that's why it becomes rignt time to value a heartful letter more.
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Han, Jong Won
17A Portman street,
Oakleigh
Victoria
Australia
Post Code : 3166
Friday, April 17, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
D. D. D.
Draft Draws Dream.
Surrounding voice echoes it all the time in your space called 'world'.It is so convincing that it feels like real.
Tremendous plan leads a fantastic result.
But, is it?
It is said because the possibility gets more when wonderful steps to follow are set up.
But it never works in one's blessed life.
What a man do is always what just a man do.
It never shows or signs anything abt further.
Then frustration is supposed to enbody him tight and shake him wide.
Loosened body trembles over the catharsis of the desire.
This traumatic tragedy soaks the shallow tiny string of hope.
Then by somehow or anyhow, this wonderful singleness fades away from him.
Finally all of it becomes experience that strengthen him in a way.
Practically this strength empowers the weakness.
Immunity against same sort of solitude that is caused by a certain type of thing, is thickened while cracked.
In a sentence, Cracked wall is hardened.
However,
All this is a single small part of his time.
And this bit of life differs the taste of his breath every time.
Doubt Dang Data.
and
Don't Damn Deficiency.
Because,
he now knows the ingredients of his life.
Daddy Decides Destination.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
a part of my novel.
So many thoughts come and go in this another-special night. As the sparkling eyes shine more in the night, it is not weird to go into the dark to glitter myself.
But this time it's not. I'm just idle and have fun. that's all.
This is a part of my novel that is being written at the moment.
I just wanted to translate to see my rusty english.
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갑작스레 길거리에 주저앉고는 빨래 속에서 펜과 수첩을 꺼냈다. 행여나 젖을까 옷들 속에 넣어두었던 수첩은 조금 눅눅하긴 했지만 젖어서 쓸 수 없을 정도는 아니었다. 또 언제나 그렇듯 물에 젖어 흐려지는 잉크 펜이 아닌 그래도 굳건히 흔적을 남기고 지나가는 볼펜이야말로 제이의 벗이었다. 급하게 주저앉은 제이는 수첩을 펴들고 펜을 만지작거리다가 고개를 푹 숙이고 손을 움직이기 시작했다.
Suddenly, he sat on the street and took out the pen and the note from a heap of laundry in his bag. The noteook he had put in the middle of clothes to prevent from getting wet, was luckily not wet much. It was dry enough to write on. And the pen. It is a cheap ball pen which is firmly writable most of the time unlike the other expensive ink pens that is spread when it gets wet and cannot be used on wet paper. He loved ball pen and it is not only because of the price. Dropping down abruptly on the road, J opened his notebook fumbling his pen and started moving his hand with drooping his head to the book.
But this time it's not. I'm just idle and have fun. that's all.
This is a part of my novel that is being written at the moment.
I just wanted to translate to see my rusty english.
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갑작스레 길거리에 주저앉고는 빨래 속에서 펜과 수첩을 꺼냈다. 행여나 젖을까 옷들 속에 넣어두었던 수첩은 조금 눅눅하긴 했지만 젖어서 쓸 수 없을 정도는 아니었다. 또 언제나 그렇듯 물에 젖어 흐려지는 잉크 펜이 아닌 그래도 굳건히 흔적을 남기고 지나가는 볼펜이야말로 제이의 벗이었다. 급하게 주저앉은 제이는 수첩을 펴들고 펜을 만지작거리다가 고개를 푹 숙이고 손을 움직이기 시작했다.
Suddenly, he sat on the street and took out the pen and the note from a heap of laundry in his bag. The noteook he had put in the middle of clothes to prevent from getting wet, was luckily not wet much. It was dry enough to write on. And the pen. It is a cheap ball pen which is firmly writable most of the time unlike the other expensive ink pens that is spread when it gets wet and cannot be used on wet paper. He loved ball pen and it is not only because of the price. Dropping down abruptly on the road, J opened his notebook fumbling his pen and started moving his hand with drooping his head to the book.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Job searching is about to start.
My visa type has been changed into Working Holiday Visa.
It's time to commence the project 'getting into University'.
This year will be tough and exhausting once again.
But it won't be so bothering to me cuz it is another new day for my hungry appetite for experience.
This instinct never fade away from my life regardless of my desire for common life.
PCA Certificate.
Personal Care Assistant becomes my brand new name of profession.
This work is full of caring and love.
And these things are the things that I'm about to learn more during this year.
Wow..
2009! I need more prayers since i feel i'm getting exhausted.
cheer for me will be welcomed.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Deal with heart!
Ppl communicate each other everyday.
All kinds of emotion is cross-transferred. But it is scarcely successful to be given and taken exactly according to the start.
Seeable worth like possession such as MONEY, friends, car and so on is becoming the worth the world gives respect to.
And in that world, acknowlodging another's feeling is so simple.
'that's too bad.'
'hm. great!'
Just simple words that never understand the feeling of someone's burning in their heart.
For the better communication, it's time to hear to another's heart.
Empathy!
It will be great when you are felt fully sumpathetically by someone.
So,
it will be great when you feel fully sympathetic to someone.
Wiping tears can never stop the running tears.
It's time to know the importance of the way to listen.
All kinds of emotion is cross-transferred. But it is scarcely successful to be given and taken exactly according to the start.
Seeable worth like possession such as MONEY, friends, car and so on is becoming the worth the world gives respect to.
And in that world, acknowlodging another's feeling is so simple.
'that's too bad.'
'hm. great!'
Just simple words that never understand the feeling of someone's burning in their heart.
For the better communication, it's time to hear to another's heart.
Empathy!
It will be great when you are felt fully sumpathetically by someone.
So,
it will be great when you feel fully sympathetic to someone.
Wiping tears can never stop the running tears.
It's time to know the importance of the way to listen.
Monday, March 9, 2009
busy busy busy.
I'm in Korea at the moment.
since I got here on 17th Feb, I've never had a free night without any appointment.
Hew..... I've met some ppl and I could rewind the time and have a glimpse on my past thru them.
what a nice imaginary resource friends are!
Every single day was good and great. (exhausting, though.)
And now, I'm wondering how my non-Korean friends've remembered me.
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